first, i was a person of no speech
and could only cry
and could not share my feelings verbally
communication in crying is quite powerful
weirdly, people seem to
be able to stay good to me
they keep helping me
my food comes from good people
my parents are great
i have two of them. they should
only be concerned with me. many needs 
are in my complicated body
often i feel weird!
i want to play a lot
my wish is this: this sand
should become a sturdy house
this strong house should have a room
in there - a me-person is in charge
assertively, this person says:
"my home is great!
ruin shall come not
disappearance shall not be a possibility"
but, opposite of my wishes, this
happened: someone ruined
my big nice house!
this is sad
what baseless cruelty drove them?
i can't understand
i don't want to talk to them
i go to my reliable parents